Love me for
who I am.
Not what
I was, or
could be.

And when
I seem
to fade.
Or doubts
clutter your
mind.
Don't be
scared.

It will pass.

Cherish me
as I am.

Look to
the future -
but love
me now.

Last night,
confusion reigned
the skies.
Coloring it dark
and blotting out
these stars.

My thoughts
were scattered
in the wind.
Hopeless.

But, this morning
the sun rose
to greet me.
Spring breezes
brought me hope.

For throughout
that long damp night,
all was not lost.

Late night roads
all look the same.
I know,
for I've traveled.

When the moon
glimmers through
tree branches,
and owl hoots.
I climb through
my window,
and become
an explorer.

Tracing the pattern
of the stars
with my hands.
Walking among
each planet.

And as the sun
begins its morning
journey.
I ride atop
its rays.
To my window
and back to
a normal
existance.

She was paranoid
and she knew this.
For late at night
when she was awake;
worries assulted her.
As she wondered
what would happen
if he left -
and she was alone.

It was then,
she would wake him;
just to hear his voice
and feel him -
close to her.

I see you searching
for a light
admist this
dreary place.

Searching for a reason,
to call this haunt
a home.

And when the rains
come falling down,
and lighting
strikes the sky.

I see the worry,
it lines your face.
And doubt,
it flutters by.

I've erased you;
as a dream
that one forgets
after waking.

The hope
that you
would change -
lies buried beneath
the pain of
betrayal.

And when
you called tonight -
to say sorry.
I couldn't
believe you.

Only your memory
is lives now.
For I watched
you fade
against a
distant shore.

Alone and cold,
I roamed -
among jaged
peaks.
Searching for
a meaning;
something to
push me on.

And some where -
between night
and day.
At the
darkest point.
I found you.
Buried between
mountains of stone -
an oasis
that soothed
my raged heart
and gave me
hope again.

All of you who have loved, lost and swore to never need again.

Disillusionment

I shall stand alone and be strong --
I have leaned too long.
Love was sweet and good for my heart
(How the teardrops start)
But the hour may come when it will not be there
To strengthen -- to share --
So I shall be strong and stand alone;
I shall be a stone --
Rugged and firm on the storm-struck shore;
Let the waves dash
Let them seethe and roar!
I am flesh, I am blood and bone no more!

Why did I dream you would not go?
The pain that pierced might never have been
Had I been prepared for the blow --
But I judged your love like a blulwark strong
To protect me from wrong
How could I know the thruswt would fall
Closing the heavens and dipped in gall
From the hand I trusted, most of all?

Is It Over?

Has it passed
like dew
in summer ray,
a breath that
seemed, to
last forever,
broke, at break
of day,
Is this the end
of what was true,
the seperation,
of me and you

Here is randomness from my brain:

I had a
dream.
Born, on
broken wings.
You were
there.

Your face,
crystal against
the sky.

And as I
drifted;
through
clouds.

I saw;
your tears -
They mixed,
with mine.